Today I feel heavy-hearted... but at the same time, I'm asking myself why I bother to FEEL anything.
I've been doing a lot of things lately and some of it isn't what I can call my 'core business'. But I do it anyway...cos someone has to do it, right? I don't ask for anything in return as I'm 'pulling one for the team'. I'm deliberately keeping this vague. So if you don't get it, never mind... I'm just letting off steam.
No matter what I do, it's just never good enough for SOMEONE. One may ask, why do you care? I ask myself that too. Maybe because most of the benefit goes to that someone???
While I don't ask for rewards, neither do I ask for brickbats. I think that is too much.